I was driving home after dropping my sister to tuition in "pekpek" estate...
Thinking of random stuff, listening to songs, with Mooky on my lap..
Then I came to a junction.. The van had its signal lights signalling to the right...
I was going to go straight...
So I waited for the car on my left to go.. and I stepped on my accelerator when..
The speeding van just braked just in time that it was AN INCH away from me.. from the right side
of my car.. where I was sitting.
I was so shocked I removed my legs from my accelerator and looked at how close the van was..
5 seconds later only did it register into my head that I almost got into an accident and that I should drive away and step on the accelerator.
With jelly as legs, I slowly drove back home..
All the while thinking..
IF THE VAN HADN'T STOP.
What would have happened?
Thinking of random stuff, listening to songs, with Mooky on my lap..
Then I came to a junction.. The van had its signal lights signalling to the right...
I was going to go straight...
So I waited for the car on my left to go.. and I stepped on my accelerator when..
The speeding van just braked just in time that it was AN INCH away from me.. from the right side
of my car.. where I was sitting.
I was so shocked I removed my legs from my accelerator and looked at how close the van was..
5 seconds later only did it register into my head that I almost got into an accident and that I should drive away and step on the accelerator.
With jelly as legs, I slowly drove back home..
All the while thinking..
IF THE VAN HADN'T STOP.
What would have happened?
And if I died?
Am I prepared to face Him?
Am I prepared to answer to Him?
Am I prepared... at all?
What have I done for Him?
What have I done that would make Him proud?
And for this few weeks, months, probably years.. I was only thinking about..
What to wear, Me having more allowance, Me being fat, Studies.. and all those nonsense..
I need to get my priorities in my life straight again.
And do something about it.
Am I prepared to face Him?
Am I prepared to answer to Him?
Am I prepared... at all?
What have I done for Him?
What have I done that would make Him proud?
And for this few weeks, months, probably years.. I was only thinking about..
What to wear, Me having more allowance, Me being fat, Studies.. and all those nonsense..
I need to get my priorities in my life straight again.
And do something about it.
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