Unstable Concoction

So after months and months of not updating this miserable blog,
I'm here, listening to John Mayer's Slow dancing in a burning room with different kinds of emotions running through.

(this might , be a potentially long entry)

So yeah.. I was going through my old photos on facebook, reminiscing the times I had, the friends I made and all the good and bad times.

If it weren't for it, I wouldn't be who I am today. The people, the things I went through...

And to quote Micheal Learns To Rock's Take me to your heart,

Very true.

Nothing.

(My dear... we're slow dancing in a burnninnnggg roooommm)

So yeah.. A lot has happened... and boy do I mean A LOT.

How can I even start?
Things with my parents... I could say it's better compared to the previous times..
and I only have my awesome friends to thank.
(You know who you are. <3 )

Seriously, without my friends, I would be nothing, I would probably be lost or something.. I don't know... but I treasure my friends a lot.. and sometimes, I could even go a distance for them. And I mean it.

And then it comes to this.. lil silly mistake I did. 6 packs was the most I had. Oh boy. I wonder what got into me huh? I don't even know but we can skip that...
I was silly... very silly...

So then, when I thought things couldn't go any worse, I lost something so precious to me and I can't help it but to blame myself for it happening sometimes.
It breaks my heart to see things cannot be undone and to go back to the way it was before...
It breaks my heart to think of the silly lil times we used to have and the possibility of it never happening again.
It breaks my heart to see him calling her the other day in college, talking so much and to think, we used to be like that.
It breaks my heart to think of all that nonsense I shouldn't be thinking.. but I can't help it..

LOL. It's funny how I have very good memory when it comes to lil details of nonsense and not in studies but yeah...

Plus, the scar left on my car didn't help me just one bit.

I know I prolly annoyed a lot of my friends when I say I miss that very good friend of mine but I just can't help it at times...

But I guess things happen for a reason.. May it be good or bad...

So all I can do is to slowly let things go and to be happy to see him doing well. =)

I can't really complain about life right now cause things have been going quite for me as well..

God blessed me with a new friend =) a very nice one too.
I don't know if he will read this but yeah,
Thanks for coming into my life as my BFF at just the right time ;)

I just hope things won't turn sour again this time. =s

So yeah....

What else?

Hmm...
I still have friends in UK, Nilai and all over the place to update me with things...
Am patiently waiting for them all to get back home so we can share stories, laugh and eat.

Ain't that just the most wonderful thing in the world?
To have a great time with your friends or loved ones?
=)
I love times like this.. and I appreciate every single minute of it =)

Oh yeah! I have new coursemates too =)
Nice genuine people <3

Lol.. this post is just so mumbo-jumbo-ed up and all over the place...
XD
And if you've gotten through this far, congrats. XD

I'll... probably talk about another thing in another post to avoid confusion. XD
TOODLES!