That's me!
TEE HEE
TEE HEE
Because I'm hopeless romantic.
=)
It puts a smile on my face.
Have you ever felt that when you're trying to fix something, it only gets worse?
Then what is the point of putting a little effort in to try to fix it?
All that for nothing.
Then what is the point of putting a little effort in to try to fix it?
All that for nothing.
a blind man can do photography,
Can a deaf man do music?
There's always a Yes to everything.
Never say no or never say can't.
Because people can and they have done it.
Can a deaf man do music?
There's always a Yes to everything.
Never say no or never say can't.
Because people can and they have done it.
Because I think daisies are really pretty.
Even prettier than roses.
Btw, that's NOT a photo of a daisy.
LOL
While I'm sitting here, trying to revise for a short test for Building Material tomorrow morning,
I wonder..
How can money, a lifeless object itself; manage to manipulate people.
How they behave, how they think and how they respond.
It's almost impossible to list out all the things people would do earn money.
Some earn it by hard work,
some earn it by luck,
and worse, some earn it by the worst ways possible. Thefts, scams, robbery and so so so many more.
Yet, it may not bring joy, love, trust, et cetera.
Almost everything has a price tag in this world we live in now.
Can we really buy love and happiness in this world now?
Does money, instead of love make the world go round now?
I wonder..
How does money affect people?
How can money, a lifeless object itself; manage to manipulate people.
How they behave, how they think and how they respond.
It's almost impossible to list out all the things people would do earn money.
Some earn it by hard work,
some earn it by luck,
and worse, some earn it by the worst ways possible. Thefts, scams, robbery and so so so many more.
Yet, it may not bring joy, love, trust, et cetera.
Almost everything has a price tag in this world we live in now.
Can we really buy love and happiness in this world now?
Does money, instead of love make the world go round now?
Is money really that important?
Forgive me.
I have no idea what I'm babbling about right now.
It just frustrates me how money can be the root of all problems sometimes.
I have no idea what I'm babbling about right now.
It just frustrates me how money can be the root of all problems sometimes.
When you have cold hard truth thrown at your face,
what do you do?
Do you take it in and be sad and complain about it? Do you take it in as a constructive criticism and work better?what do you do?
I guess I lost control on how I should take it in this time.
I have my really really good friend to thank for getting me right back on track when I was just about to give up.
=)
That's what friends are for.
I have my really really good friend to thank for getting me right back on track when I was just about to give up.
=)
That's what friends are for.
Sitting on the floor of the balcony, with the chair as a makeshift table,
trying to get a mere internet connection with the Wiggy that my friend had so kindly borrowed me,
I sit here thinking.
trying to get a mere internet connection with the Wiggy that my friend had so kindly borrowed me,
I sit here thinking.
How the society judges a person.
How the society would think they know a person by just how they look, talk or dress.
Never judge a book by its cover.
A well known saying,
but barely anyone lives by it.
A well known saying,
but barely anyone lives by it.
First impressions are always important.
But not as important as knowing the true person inside out by getting to know them better.
Sometimes people don't reveal their true self except to the people most dear to them and people whom they trust most.
Sometimes people keep things inside and not tell anyone about it for fear of being judged.
Sometimes people are just wary of how they behave around people to make themselves feel save.
Sometimes people behave the exact opposite way of whom they are as a mask to their true self.
But not as important as knowing the true person inside out by getting to know them better.
Sometimes people don't reveal their true self except to the people most dear to them and people whom they trust most.
Sometimes people keep things inside and not tell anyone about it for fear of being judged.
Sometimes people are just wary of how they behave around people to make themselves feel save.
Sometimes people behave the exact opposite way of whom they are as a mask to their true self.
There are so many explanations to one's behaviour and psychologists go through their lives figuring it all out.
But I guess sometimes humans are just hard to explain.
But I guess sometimes humans are just hard to explain.
After all, we are complex beings.
Stop thinking you know it all.
You don't.
Stop thinking you know it all.
You don't.
It's funny how much the a four letter word can mean.
How vague people can be when they ask, "How's life?"
How people would think they know about life.
How people would revolve their lives around something unimportant
How people would just end their precious lives over something.
How people take life so lightly.
How vague people can be when they ask, "How's life?"
How people would think they know about life.
How people would revolve their lives around something unimportant
How people would just end their precious lives over something.
How people take life so lightly.
But who am I to judge?
I have so much more discover about life.
After all, I'm only 20.
Life awaits.
I have so much more discover about life.
After all, I'm only 20.
Life awaits.
So I blew up at a friend today.
I blame PMS.
I got angry for no reason yesterday and cried to myself for a good half an hour.
I blame PMS.
I blame PMS.
I got angry for no reason yesterday and cried to myself for a good half an hour.
I blame PMS.
Sometimes things don't seem like what they are.
Sometimes things don't revolve around a certain thing only.
How it affects us,
depends on us, how we react towards it and what do we do about it.
Sometimes things don't go the way we want them to.
Sometimes things don't revolve around a certain thing only.
Sometimes things don't end up the way we think they would.
How it affects us,
depends on us, how we react towards it and what do we do about it.
So after almost a year of foundation in Equator Academy of Fine Arts,
doing things like,
The friends that I've gained...
The drama that I've seen...
The laughter and craziness that I enjoyed so much...
So much more..
How can I ever put it all in words?
What more to fit it all in a blog post?
Being in an art school was probably in my wildest dreams back then in High School,
studying design, or more specifically, INTERIOR DESIGN.
I've always loved doodling in class, craft and playing on Photoshop despite failing art in school. =s
I remember going through with my counseling teacher, Pn. Annie about the prospects, pros and cons, and what nots about being in an art school.
I remember helping the teachers designing little things like the Ranger's page.. The school orchestra concert's tickets and stuff.
I remember my parents telling me studying art will not do me any good and being against it.
I had to put away those crazy dreams of mine being in an art school and continue studying just to get better results in SPM.
Right after Form, after much quarreling and tears, my parents decided to send me to Disted College for A-Levels Arts. 11 months.
Which was a pretty much big mistake for the fact that I didn't do too well.
I did feel guilty for wasting money but I really enjoyed that year in Disted, knowing so many people, some of which are my close friends till today.
Before sitting down for my finals in A-Levels, I had a good talk with my mom, with Josh by my side about studying in an art school because I just couldn't score well for college. =s
She agreed. And managed to convince my dad as well.
I do admit, feeling like I've failed them, not doing too good in studies like they would have expected, getting a job with high prospects and all.
But I guess they did feel a little bit proud of my work sometimes.
There was once in Equator when I've felt like giving up because I felt I wasn't talented at all being around people with so much more talent in art as compared to me.
But after much thoughts and consideration, I decided to continue and not disappoint my parents anymore.
Finally, I've completed my foundation year, earning my Certificate of Art and Design, in my second year of college and moving on the 3rd year and completing in March 2012.
I definitely hope I'll be able to get through college and earn a Diploma in Interior Design and to prove to my parents that this wasn't a wrong choice.
Things in college have been up and down so far like a roller coaster ride but I'm definitely enjoying it to the fullest with all the wonderful people I've met and I hope it will stay that way, if not, better until we graduate in March 2012.
=)
So I end this long long longgggggg post of mine with more photos of the graduation.
;) Enjoy!
And sorry for the long rambling! XD
doing things like,
- Life drawings
- Paintings
- Sketching
- 3D Sculptures
- Introduction to Graphic Design
- Introduction to Interior Design
- Print making
The friends that I've gained...
The drama that I've seen...
The laughter and craziness that I enjoyed so much...
So much more..
How can I ever put it all in words?
What more to fit it all in a blog post?
Being in an art school was probably in my wildest dreams back then in High School,
studying design, or more specifically, INTERIOR DESIGN.
I've always loved doodling in class, craft and playing on Photoshop despite failing art in school. =s
I remember going through with my counseling teacher, Pn. Annie about the prospects, pros and cons, and what nots about being in an art school.
I remember helping the teachers designing little things like the Ranger's page.. The school orchestra concert's tickets and stuff.
I remember my parents telling me studying art will not do me any good and being against it.
I had to put away those crazy dreams of mine being in an art school and continue studying just to get better results in SPM.
Right after Form, after much quarreling and tears, my parents decided to send me to Disted College for A-Levels Arts. 11 months.
Which was a pretty much big mistake for the fact that I didn't do too well.
I did feel guilty for wasting money but I really enjoyed that year in Disted, knowing so many people, some of which are my close friends till today.
Before sitting down for my finals in A-Levels, I had a good talk with my mom, with Josh by my side about studying in an art school because I just couldn't score well for college. =s
She agreed. And managed to convince my dad as well.
I do admit, feeling like I've failed them, not doing too good in studies like they would have expected, getting a job with high prospects and all.
But I guess they did feel a little bit proud of my work sometimes.
There was once in Equator when I've felt like giving up because I felt I wasn't talented at all being around people with so much more talent in art as compared to me.
But after much thoughts and consideration, I decided to continue and not disappoint my parents anymore.
Finally, I've completed my foundation year, earning my Certificate of Art and Design, in my second year of college and moving on the 3rd year and completing in March 2012.
I definitely hope I'll be able to get through college and earn a Diploma in Interior Design and to prove to my parents that this wasn't a wrong choice.
Things in college have been up and down so far like a roller coaster ride but I'm definitely enjoying it to the fullest with all the wonderful people I've met and I hope it will stay that way, if not, better until we graduate in March 2012.
=)
So I end this long long longgggggg post of mine with more photos of the graduation.
;) Enjoy!
And sorry for the long rambling! XD
So it was Kelvin's birthday today and we decided to cook him up a "feast" his birthday.
Leonard and I ended up shopping in Tesco and cooking for almost the whole day.
2 people, shopping in Tesco with no shopping list, running around the same aisle a couple of times,
you can imagine how stupid we were.
Not to forget, the little "attempt" to steal some curry leaves.
XD
Then we rushed back to cook in Reuben's house.
I must say, we're quite contented already with the effort we put in. XD
DEBONED Belacan Fried Chicken
Sweet and Sour Fish
Stir fry Kailan
Curry Chicken
Pork in Soya Sauce
It was good effort, Leonard.
Lol
Let's just hope everyone doesn't wake up with food poisoning. XD
Leonard and I ended up shopping in Tesco and cooking for almost the whole day.
2 people, shopping in Tesco with no shopping list, running around the same aisle a couple of times,
you can imagine how stupid we were.
Not to forget, the little "attempt" to steal some curry leaves.
XD
Then we rushed back to cook in Reuben's house.
I must say, we're quite contented already with the effort we put in. XD
DEBONED Belacan Fried ChickenSweet and Sour Fish
Stir fry Kailan
Curry Chicken
Pork in Soya Sauce
It was good effort, Leonard.
Lol
Let's just hope everyone doesn't wake up with food poisoning. XD
Hope you had a blast on your birthday Kelvin! =)
No more bugging me to cook for you anymore aight? XD
Dig this song people. It's so cute we should produce something like it and make pictures fly like the kindle commercials!
To the new additional author of this blog,
To the friend new friend I made on 01/01/01 (who saw the drunk me do nonsense)
To the good friend who put up with my shit sometimes,
To the friend whose shit I have to put up with sometimes,
To the friend new friend I made on 01/01/01 (who saw the drunk me do nonsense)
To the good friend who put up with my shit sometimes,
To the friend whose shit I have to put up with sometimes,
The first photo we took together!
I think.
hahaha
I think.
hahaha
Oh hello there. =)
Sad to say, I've abandoned this blog for a good whole year, being occupied with so many things in life, its ups and downs and Twitter made me lose "touch" to blog.
I wanted to start Tumblr-ing but I realized this blog is filled with so many memories of mine and such that I decided to just continue blogspot.
Anyways, I was bored the other day and decided to revive this blog, hence the change in name and URL.
Was about to post up till I realized I got nothing much to say so I delayed it.
Little did I know, SOMEONE, another author of this blog already had a little opening ceremony, leaving his mark here on my blog.
So... to cut the crap,
Relink me!
Sad to say, I've abandoned this blog for a good whole year, being occupied with so many things in life, its ups and downs and Twitter made me lose "touch" to blog.
I wanted to start Tumblr-ing but I realized this blog is filled with so many memories of mine and such that I decided to just continue blogspot.
Anyways, I was bored the other day and decided to revive this blog, hence the change in name and URL.
Was about to post up till I realized I got nothing much to say so I delayed it.
Little did I know, SOMEONE, another author of this blog already had a little opening ceremony, leaving his mark here on my blog.
So... to cut the crap,
MY BLOG IS BACK.
;)
;)
Relink me!
Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor
Reachin' for the phone 'cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time
It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now
Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time
It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now
woah woaaah.
Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothin' at all
It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now
And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now
I just need you now
Ooo, baby, I need you now
Reachin' for the phone 'cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time
It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now
Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time
It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now
woah woaaah.
Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothin' at all
It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now
And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now
I just need you now
Ooo, baby, I need you now
- Molly's A2 sized charcoal drawing (10%)
- Ricardo's A2 sized painting (10%)
- Interior design (30%)
- Graphic design (70%)
- Art history (Status unknown)
Because my biggest nightmare is really coming through.
And I can predict a lot of bad things happening soon.
sigh
=s
*hides in a hole, never to come out again*
And I can predict a lot of bad things happening soon.
sigh
=s
*hides in a hole, never to come out again*
So the BFF and I went for Ice Kacang puppy love.
Much needed movie after I woke up on the wrong side of the bed today. =.=
Almost everything was a bit shitty in the morning for me.
Anyways, am really impressed Malaysians are able to produce a good movie =)
Will be expecting more good ones! =D
Then it was back to my house for snacks =.= as per usual. and facial treatment.
XD XD
*laughs to death*
It's the lil stupid moments with your friends that makes everything seem more worthwhile =)
BACK TO ASSIGNMENTS NOW!
you've been a bad girl Lynn!
=(
Much needed movie after I woke up on the wrong side of the bed today. =.=
Almost everything was a bit shitty in the morning for me.
Anyways, am really impressed Malaysians are able to produce a good movie =)
Will be expecting more good ones! =D
Then it was back to my house for snacks =.= as per usual. and facial treatment.
XD XD
*laughs to death*
It's the lil stupid moments with your friends that makes everything seem more worthwhile =)
BACK TO ASSIGNMENTS NOW!
you've been a bad girl Lynn!
=(
I was in Armenian Street the other day for my class outing during Art History class and we stumbled upon a studio. Studio HOWARD to be exact.
It had lil frames of awesome photos with awesome composition along the staircase up to his studio.
Every single piece of work by this photographer just amazed me. Simple yet nice.
And to see him display his works of art like that, with his very own studio.
I was in awe.. I was inspired... Very indeed. VERY.
So my long term goal,
To actually have my own photography studio.
Display my very own works of art.
A studio for me to take photos in.
A dark room for me to learn how to process films in.
A place where I will truly find myself happy in.
A place where I can go and do my work.
A place where my creativity can run wild.
=)
That is my long term goal people.
One that I would like to reach.
It had lil frames of awesome photos with awesome composition along the staircase up to his studio.
Every single piece of work by this photographer just amazed me. Simple yet nice.
And to see him display his works of art like that, with his very own studio.
I was in awe.. I was inspired... Very indeed. VERY.
So my long term goal,
To actually have my own photography studio.
Display my very own works of art.
A studio for me to take photos in.
A dark room for me to learn how to process films in.
A place where I will truly find myself happy in.
A place where I can go and do my work.
A place where my creativity can run wild.
=)
That is my long term goal people.
One that I would like to reach.
So after months and months of not updating this miserable blog,
I'm here, listening to John Mayer's Slow dancing in a burning room with different kinds of emotions running through.
(this might , be a potentially long entry)
So yeah.. I was going through my old photos on facebook, reminiscing the times I had, the friends I made and all the good and bad times.
If it weren't for it, I wouldn't be who I am today. The people, the things I went through...
And to quote Micheal Learns To Rock's Take me to your heart,
Very true.
Nothing.
(My dear... we're slow dancing in a burnninnnggg roooommm)
So yeah.. A lot has happened... and boy do I mean A LOT.
How can I even start?
Things with my parents... I could say it's better compared to the previous times..
and I only have my awesome friends to thank.
(You know who you are. <3 )
Seriously, without my friends, I would be nothing, I would probably be lost or something.. I don't know... but I treasure my friends a lot.. and sometimes, I could even go a distance for them. And I mean it.
And then it comes to this.. lil silly mistake I did. 6 packs was the most I had. Oh boy. I wonder what got into me huh? I don't even know but we can skip that...
I was silly... very silly...
So then, when I thought things couldn't go any worse, I lost something so precious to me and I can't help it but to blame myself for it happening sometimes.
It breaks my heart to see things cannot be undone and to go back to the way it was before...
It breaks my heart to think of the silly lil times we used to have and the possibility of it never happening again.
It breaks my heart to see him calling her the other day in college, talking so much and to think, we used to be like that.
It breaks my heart to think of all that nonsense I shouldn't be thinking.. but I can't help it..
LOL. It's funny how I have very good memory when it comes to lil details of nonsense and not in studies but yeah...
Plus, the scar left on my car didn't help me just one bit.
I know I prolly annoyed a lot of my friends when I say I miss that very good friend of mine but I just can't help it at times...
But I guess things happen for a reason.. May it be good or bad...
So all I can do is to slowly let things go and to be happy to see him doing well. =)
I can't really complain about life right now cause things have been going quite for me as well..
God blessed me with a new friend =) a very nice one too.
I don't know if he will read this but yeah,
Thanks for coming into my life as my BFF at just the right time ;)
I just hope things won't turn sour again this time. =s
So yeah....
What else?
Hmm...
I still have friends in UK, Nilai and all over the place to update me with things...
Am patiently waiting for them all to get back home so we can share stories, laugh and eat.
Ain't that just the most wonderful thing in the world?
To have a great time with your friends or loved ones?
=)
I love times like this.. and I appreciate every single minute of it =)
Oh yeah! I have new coursemates too =)
Nice genuine people <3
Lol.. this post is just so mumbo-jumbo-ed up and all over the place...
XD
And if you've gotten through this far, congrats. XD
I'll... probably talk about another thing in another post to avoid confusion. XD
TOODLES!
I'm here, listening to John Mayer's Slow dancing in a burning room with different kinds of emotions running through.
(this might , be a potentially long entry)
So yeah.. I was going through my old photos on facebook, reminiscing the times I had, the friends I made and all the good and bad times.
If it weren't for it, I wouldn't be who I am today. The people, the things I went through...
And to quote Micheal Learns To Rock's Take me to your heart,
Nothing lasts forever.
Very true.
Nothing.
(My dear... we're slow dancing in a burnninnnggg roooommm)
So yeah.. A lot has happened... and boy do I mean A LOT.
How can I even start?
Things with my parents... I could say it's better compared to the previous times..
and I only have my awesome friends to thank.
(You know who you are. <3 )
Seriously, without my friends, I would be nothing, I would probably be lost or something.. I don't know... but I treasure my friends a lot.. and sometimes, I could even go a distance for them. And I mean it.
And then it comes to this.. lil silly mistake I did. 6 packs was the most I had. Oh boy. I wonder what got into me huh? I don't even know but we can skip that...
I was silly... very silly...
So then, when I thought things couldn't go any worse, I lost something so precious to me and I can't help it but to blame myself for it happening sometimes.
It breaks my heart to see things cannot be undone and to go back to the way it was before...
It breaks my heart to think of the silly lil times we used to have and the possibility of it never happening again.
It breaks my heart to see him calling her the other day in college, talking so much and to think, we used to be like that.
It breaks my heart to think of all that nonsense I shouldn't be thinking.. but I can't help it..
LOL. It's funny how I have very good memory when it comes to lil details of nonsense and not in studies but yeah...
Plus, the scar left on my car didn't help me just one bit.
I know I prolly annoyed a lot of my friends when I say I miss that very good friend of mine but I just can't help it at times...
But I guess things happen for a reason.. May it be good or bad...
So all I can do is to slowly let things go and to be happy to see him doing well. =)
I can't really complain about life right now cause things have been going quite for me as well..
God blessed me with a new friend =) a very nice one too.
I don't know if he will read this but yeah,
Thanks for coming into my life as my BFF at just the right time ;)
I just hope things won't turn sour again this time. =s
So yeah....
What else?
Hmm...
I still have friends in UK, Nilai and all over the place to update me with things...
Am patiently waiting for them all to get back home so we can share stories, laugh and eat.
Ain't that just the most wonderful thing in the world?
To have a great time with your friends or loved ones?
=)
I love times like this.. and I appreciate every single minute of it =)
Oh yeah! I have new coursemates too =)
Nice genuine people <3
Lol.. this post is just so mumbo-jumbo-ed up and all over the place...
XD
And if you've gotten through this far, congrats. XD
I'll... probably talk about another thing in another post to avoid confusion. XD
TOODLES!
It's true what Jasryn said about Chinese New Year being about a family gathering and all..
It's not really a happy Chinese New Year this year for my family
and no,it's not because
Thus, we do not have any reunion dinner this year.
and this morning, we received a shocking phone call from my aunt.
My grandmother had a stroke. A serious one too.
We all rushed to the Adventist Hospital only to see my grandmother being transferred to Loh Guan Lye because it's the eve of Chinese New Year and there are no neurologist around.
After a few scans and all, we found out that she's had quite a serious stroke and that she has to be under strict observations for 72 hours in hopes of it becoming stable and it won't worsen.
Another thing to worry about is her weak heart and irregular heart beats.
It saddens me to know that my grandmother who cooks us good food all the time won't be able to cook for us anymore now that she's paralyzed on one side.
It saddens me to to see my aunts and uncle so worried about her and what to do.
It saddens me to see my grandmother lying on the bed in ICU, semi unconscious instead of celebrating the eve of Chinese New Year with us.
I guess all I can really do now is to just pray and hopefully she'll recover soon enough.
Chinese New Year visitation thingy will start in the hospital tomorrow morning.
Suddenly, Chinese New Year is not about wearing new clothes, eating good food, and receiving red packets anymore.
It's not really a happy Chinese New Year this year for my family
and no,it's not because
- there are less kids playing with firecrackers around
- there are less decorations being put up this year
- there are less chinese new year songs being played almost everywhere
Thus, we do not have any reunion dinner this year.
and this morning, we received a shocking phone call from my aunt.
My grandmother had a stroke. A serious one too.
We all rushed to the Adventist Hospital only to see my grandmother being transferred to Loh Guan Lye because it's the eve of Chinese New Year and there are no neurologist around.
After a few scans and all, we found out that she's had quite a serious stroke and that she has to be under strict observations for 72 hours in hopes of it becoming stable and it won't worsen.
Another thing to worry about is her weak heart and irregular heart beats.
It saddens me to know that my grandmother who cooks us good food all the time won't be able to cook for us anymore now that she's paralyzed on one side.
It saddens me to to see my aunts and uncle so worried about her and what to do.
It saddens me to see my grandmother lying on the bed in ICU, semi unconscious instead of celebrating the eve of Chinese New Year with us.
I guess all I can really do now is to just pray and hopefully she'll recover soon enough.
Chinese New Year visitation thingy will start in the hospital tomorrow morning.
Suddenly, Chinese New Year is not about wearing new clothes, eating good food, and receiving red packets anymore.
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TAMRON 90MM MACRO
DIANA F+ DELUXE KIT
DIANA INSTANT BACK
BLACKBIRD FLY
SNAKE SKIN (FAUX) HEELS
METZ FLASH -48So now,
GET YOUR ASS TO START SAVING ONG EE LYNN!!!!
=s
I bust the windows out your car
And though it didn’t mend my broken heart
Ill probably always have these ugly scars
but right now I don’t care about that part.
I bust the windows out your car
After I saw you laying next to her
I didn’t wanna but I took my turn
I’m glad I did it cuz you had to learn
I bust the windows out ya car
You know I did it cuz I left my mark
Wrote my initials with the crowbar
And then I drove off into the dark
I must admit it helped a little bit
To think of how you'd feel when you saw it
I didn’t know that I had that much strength
But I’m glad you see what happens when
You see you cant just play with peoples feelings
Tell them you love them but don’t mean it
You probably say that it was juvenile
But I think that I deserve to smile
Bust them windows out yo car
But it don’t come back to my broken heart
You could neva feel I how I felt that day
Until it happens baby you don’t know pain
Ooh Yeah I did it (yeah I did it)
You should know it (you should kno it)
I ain’t sorry (I ain’t sorry)
You deserved it (you deserved it)
After what you did to me (after what you did)
You deserve it (you deserve it)
I ain’t sorry no no ohhh(I aint sorry)
You broke my heart so I broke you car
You caused me pain (you caused me pain)
(So I did the same)
Even though what you did to me was much worse
I had to do something to make you hurt
Oh but why am I still crying
Why am I the one who’s still crying
Oh oh really hurt me baby
really,really hurt me baby
And though it didn’t mend my broken heart
Ill probably always have these ugly scars
but right now I don’t care about that part.
I bust the windows out your car
After I saw you laying next to her
I didn’t wanna but I took my turn
I’m glad I did it cuz you had to learn
I must admit it helped a little bit
To think of how you'd feel when you saw it
I didn’t know that I had that much strength
But I’m glad you see what happens when
You see you cant just play with peoples feelings
Tell them you love them and don’t mean it
you’ll probably say that it was juvenile
But I think that I deserve to smile ha, ha, ha, ha, ha
To think of how you'd feel when you saw it
I didn’t know that I had that much strength
But I’m glad you see what happens when
You see you cant just play with peoples feelings
Tell them you love them and don’t mean it
you’ll probably say that it was juvenile
But I think that I deserve to smile ha, ha, ha, ha, ha
I bust the windows out ya car
You know I did it cuz I left my mark
Wrote my initials with the crowbar
And then I drove off into the dark
I bust the windows out ya car ha,
you should feel lucky that was all I did
After 5 whole years of this bullshit
Gave you all of me and you played with it
you should feel lucky that was all I did
After 5 whole years of this bullshit
Gave you all of me and you played with it
I must admit it helped a little bit
To think of how you'd feel when you saw it
I didn’t know that I had that much strength
But I’m glad you see what happens when
You see you cant just play with peoples feelings
Tell them you love them but don’t mean it
You probably say that it was juvenile
But I think that I deserve to smile
Bust them windows out yo car
But it don’t come back to my broken heart
You could neva feel I how I felt that day
Until it happens baby you don’t know pain
Ooh Yeah I did it (yeah I did it)
You should know it (you should kno it)
I ain’t sorry (I ain’t sorry)
You deserved it (you deserved it)
After what you did to me (after what you did)
You deserve it (you deserve it)
I ain’t sorry no no ohhh(I aint sorry)
You broke my heart so I broke you car
You caused me pain (you caused me pain)
(So I did the same)
Even though what you did to me was much worse
I had to do something to make you hurt
Oh but why am I still crying
Why am I the one who’s still crying
Oh oh really hurt me baby
really,really hurt me baby
Hey hey hey hey hey
Now watch me you
Now watch me
Oooh I bust the windows out your car.
Now watch me you
Now watch me
Oooh I bust the windows out your car.
so yeah, if you've found this blog,
you're one of the lucky ones.
It'sannoying not nice to have your mom reading your blog and questioning you everything.
It's like you've lost freedom to express yourself.
=)
Let's hope she won't find it this time? =)
you're one of the lucky ones.
It's
It's like you've lost freedom to express yourself.
=)
Let's hope she won't find it this time? =)
What are the odds of staying up until 5 a.m. to finish your assignment,
only to find out, the next morning, that you did it wrong.
And you have to redo it again.
FML.
only to find out, the next morning, that you did it wrong.
And you have to redo it again.
FML.
With my ID DES (interior design) assignment on the table next to me,
I'd rather choose my lappie.
Phail.
I'd rather choose my lappie.
Phail.
Anyways,
I haven been wondering about a couple of things..
Most girls have their own make up stuff.
I don't.
I use my moms.
Most girls have make ups in their bag.
I don't.
I never touch up my make up.
Most girls have lotsa heels.
I don't.
I have only a pair. and the the left sole has been chewed by my dog. =.=
Most girls shop all the time.
I don't.
I'd rather shop for camera stuff sometimes.
Most girls speak softly and laugh softly.
I don't.
I'm even louder than the guys.
Most girls control their actions.
I don't.
I hit people as I like. =s
Most girls look after what they eat.
I don't.
I ate as I like. =D
Most girls have guys chasing/going after them.
I don't.
You can see me randomly running and chasing after guys shouting. =S
So the question really is...
Am I..behaving like a girl?
Am I..behaving like a girl?
XD
GUESS NOT!
so people,
help,
should I... behave more like a girl?
(secretly hopes people would ask me to stay the way I am)
GUESS NOT!
so people,
help,
should I... behave more like a girl?
(secretly hopes people would ask me to stay the way I am)
Cheers to occupied weekends with photoshoots and birthday party =)
As you can see, I've been pretty lazy to update my blog lately.
With college starting and assignments starting to come in just on the first week, I hope I won't drown in assignments this year.
No more procrastination Lynn!
I've got 3.4 CGPA for my 2nd sem.
Good or not I really don't know.
=s
Time to buck up! =)
As you can see, I've been pretty lazy to update my blog lately.
With college starting and assignments starting to come in just on the first week, I hope I won't drown in assignments this year.
No more procrastination Lynn!
I've got 3.4 CGPA for my 2nd sem.
Good or not I really don't know.
=s
Time to buck up! =)
