Unstable Concoction

MY ATM MACHINE aka my dad is coming back this Wednesday night!

WHEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Short post of random-nees.

Gotta start studying. XD

I miss my grandpa.. =(


This photo really reminds me of him.. somehow.. =( It's been 10 years already..

I remember that very day when he passed away suddenly..

I was in art class drawing and painting a cowboy on a pony.. I still remember how it looks like.. My art teacher teaching me how to create that grassy effect with the back of my brush.. I didn't manage to finish the painting cause me dad came suddenly to pick me up saying my grandfather didn't pick up the phone and didn't answer my neighbour who was knocking on the door.. I remember packing everything so fast and thinking 
how he is.. We rushed back to my grandfather's house (the one i'm living in now) and my mom was crying while trying to unlock the gate with trembling hands... I didn't know what was happening as I was only 9.. I went in.. I saw my grandfather lying there.. motion-less.. The kitchen table had a bowl of his favourite "bee koh moi" which spilled.. and blood on the floor.. We didn't know what happened nor how he died.. My mom called my grandaunt, and she came to settle everything..

I stopped attending art classes ever since.. =(
Hence, my lousy artwork.

That's how I lost my grandfather.. the one who would make my favourite jelly.. share with me our favourite junk food, "kacang putih" and "the long fish thingy"..

ANYWAYS..